ihavegone2findmyself Diary					Wednesday 3, December 2008
	diary contents diarist profile diary notes entry calendar diary favorites Home New Diary Your Diary Tell a Friend Help Info/About Contact Us  Author Search  Keyword Search  Updated Within one hour Within 24 hours Last Two Days Last Three Days Last Four Days Last Week Anytime			I accept the past for it made me who I am but I still can't get over it. Never have a love that you do not really feel for love is not ours to command. It is better to ask forgiveness than permission. A war doesn't decide who wins, only who's left. Never break the ¢¾ that loves you. Life-Threatening Lifestyles. by ihavegone2findmyself Age: 17  Sex: F 345 Entries # Entry Date 1 So basically; does anyone remember me? 27/11/2008 11:12 GMT 2 6 months On The Dot. 01/08/2007 08:03 GMT 3 Well. 01/02/2007 11:21 GMT 4 A year ago today. 27/01/2007 10:47 GMT 5 Yeah...I don't know. 24/01/2007 05:14 GMT 6 What a week. 19/01/2007 07:49 GMT 7 I confessed. 13/01/2007 11:03 GMT 8 Alex..... 11/01/2007 11:32 GMT 9 So I admit it. I'm worried. 10/01/2007 10:05 GMT 10 Well there's always something going on. 07/01/2007 12:09 GMT 11 C o n f u s i o n [sets in] 04/01/2007 08:48 GMT 12 Pretty damn awesome && yet sucky too. =\ 03/01/2007 09:54 GMT 13 2007 01/01/2007 08:30 GMT 14 What shall I do with myself? 29/12/2006 02:00 GMT 15 The rampaging mood swings? {& pics} 24/12/2006 11:51 GMT 16 Four. [♥] 23/12/2006 12:00 GMT 17 Disassociation 21/12/2006 12:01 GMT 18 I can't take much more of this. I really can't. 18/12/2006 09:34 GMT 19 {hate; love; & sadness} 17/12/2006 09:51 GMT 20 Shoot me 15/12/2006 09:37 GMT 21 Just a little something to let you know I'm alive. 14/12/2006 11:27 GMT 22 Total Shock. 09/12/2006 12:50 GMT 23 {♥} 06/12/2006 10:32 GMT 24 Haha. This is a lovely day. I'm such a hypocrite. 03/12/2006 10:37 GMT 25 SoMuchToSay[[SOlittleTIME]]♥ 01/12/2006 12:45 GMT 26 Damn house. =[ 26/11/2006 03:38 GMT 27 Why do girls let themselves be controlled? 24/11/2006 04:59 GMT 28 Gosh I'm Lonely. =[ 22/11/2006 10:45 GMT 29 What have I done? 18/11/2006 11:55 GMT 30 I don't know why it's so hard.... 17/11/2006 04:52 GMT 31 He's not lucky.... 14/11/2006 11:08 GMT 32 Hehe...I climbed the school roof xD 11/11/2006 01:47 GMT 33 Alex. 09/11/2006 04:37 GMT 34 Happiness&& [[in love]]♥ 08/11/2006 08:09 GMT 35 Gun. [the cherry atop the strange week] 04/11/2006 10:30 GMT 36 I really just don't know anymore [please comment] 02/11/2006 05:22 GMT 37 Talk about a weird week...and it's only half over 01/11/2006 09:10 GMT 38 Stalker! [[c o m m e n t]] 29/10/2006 03:00 GMT 39 Of all the nerve 28/10/2006 10:55 GMT 40 Whoever said tomorrow's a new day LIED! 25/10/2006 09:30 GMT 41 ¿? 24/10/2006 04:20 GMT 42 Boy, do I have an entry for YOU 21/10/2006 03:35 GMT 43 So my day could've been better 19/10/2006 07:38 GMT 44 Just a bunch of random info.... 17/10/2006 07:24 GMT 45 A complete turnaround. 15/10/2006 12:09 GMT 46 I may as well kill myself before I die 13/10/2006 08:27 GMT 47 Bored? Have Myspace? 10/10/2006 01:12 GMT 48 Another week...=[ 09/10/2006 01:41 GMT 49 Pretty damn good weekend. I think. 08/10/2006 05:28 GMT 50 Homecoming+Prom+Verity=Fun Entry from Audrey! 06/10/2006 10:01 GMT 51 [[c0NFUsEd]] ??? 04/10/2006 10:20 GMT 52 Pics && N 0 T H i N G N E S S ♥ 03/10/2006 12:02 GMT 53 Reflections && A New State of Mind *w/ pic of me* 01/10/2006 09:32 GMT 54 Strange, much? 30/09/2006 10:58 GMT 55 The Anniversary of my Death 28/09/2006 08:21 GMT 56 Verity. *please read* (updated w/ pic) 25/09/2006 04:18 GMT 57 And it was just amazing....[♥] 24/09/2006 12:56 GMT 58 .{[P0ETRY]}. 18/09/2006 09:38 GMT 59 Yay for rock music =] 17/09/2006 09:58 GMT 60 Friendship Christian 16/09/2006 05:03 GMT 61 I feel really weird writing this... 12/09/2006 06:29 GMT 62 A real update this time. 10/09/2006 01:28 GMT 63 Audrey=Not Dead. 07/09/2006 10:32 GMT 64 Um... 04/09/2006 07:20 GMT 65 Um... 04/09/2006 06:56 GMT 66 Snakes on a Plane!! (updated) 02/09/2006 01:43 GMT 67 Um...hi? 30/08/2006 04:06 GMT 68 An update on my life...which is improving. 25/08/2006 11:08 GMT 69 My ¢¾ and Soul... 21/08/2006 10:02 GMT 70 N/A 19/08/2006 11:41 GMT 71 Pic of yours truly 19/08/2006 11:41 GMT 72 I'm not sure if things are getting better or worse 19/08/2006 10:29 GMT 73 Can anyone relate to me? 17/08/2006 09:12 GMT 74 He knows...... 16/08/2006 10:12 GMT 75 Worst day ever. Dead serious. Seriously dead. f*** 15/08/2006 10:34 GMT 76 Well, that was fun! 14/08/2006 04:10 GMT 77 My b-day is tomorrow...people...buses...school.... 09/08/2006 07:41 GMT 78 Trapped. That's what life is. A trap. 06/08/2006 08:00 GMT 79 Entertaining...maybe...! 02/08/2006 06:50 GMT 80 Half Day 01/08/2006 01:25 GMT 81 Hm. Oh em gee. 31/07/2006 07:55 GMT 82 This is what REALLY happened 28/07/2006 01:37 GMT 83 Please HELP...I'm dead serious...HELP! 27/07/2006 11:31 GMT 84 So. You think it's all going great? 27/07/2006 07:22 GMT 85 Finally! 7.25.06! 25/07/2006 10:08 GMT 86 Now who's being selfish? 24/07/2006 09:02 GMT 87 My life is not mine to rule. He's made it hell. 23/07/2006 02:08 GMT 88 I wrote a song, PLEASE comment 21/07/2006 12:12 GMT 89 If life came with instructions... 19/07/2006 07:52 GMT 90 I'm glad I got that all cleared up...in my dreams! 18/07/2006 10:47 GMT 91 How soon is too soon? 17/07/2006 07:04 GMT 92 Best Week Ever (updated) 16/07/2006 01:19 GMT 93 Bad timing 07/07/2006 10:36 GMT 94 To clarify (updated) 06/07/2006 12:15 GMT 95 Happy 4th to all/look at my site 04/07/2006 12:01 GMT 96 If he tells, I'll kill him. Seriously. 04/07/2006 11:54 GMT 97 There were two of them this time 03/07/2006 11:48 GMT 98 I will not be dropping off the face of the earth 30/06/2006 09:24 GMT 99 Advice please. Seriously. 27/06/2006 10:58 GMT 100 Freshman in a Junior's World 26/06/2006 02:27 GMT 101 An entry by Audrey that isn't depressing 25/06/2006 08:19 GMT 102 Drama, Drama, Uproarious Drama 24/06/2006 12:53 GMT 103 I love him, and that's a promise (please comment) 24/06/2006 09:49 GMT 104 Back Here 22/06/2006 12:22 GMT 105 Open to the public eye 22/06/2006 05:36 GMT 106 to: ALL readers of AmericanPsycho's diary 20/06/2006 10:14 GMT 107 N/A 05/06/2006 12:26 GMT 108 Relocation 24/05/2006 09:03 GMT 109 An explaination AND a question 02/05/2006 09:51 GMT 110 Please...answer me... 30/04/2006 03:00 GMT 111 Histrionic? I think not... 27/04/2006 10:21 GMT 112 Move Along 26/04/2006 05:00 GMT 113 Have you ever... 24/04/2006 04:50 GMT 114 A few words 23/04/2006 01:39 GMT 115 What a day 20/04/2006 05:00 GMT 116 stupidity 19/04/2006 09:49 GMT 117 San Francisco ♥ 18/04/2006 07:48 GMT 118 read if im on ur faves..or.... 17/04/2006 09:53 GMT 119 Stupid $#!t 16/04/2006 10:53 GMT 120 pics of me and one of my friend..plz comment 16/04/2006 05:47 GMT 121 well this is nicen (updated) 15/04/2006 10:13 GMT 122 Lock-in/rambling/tkd/websites 15/04/2006 01:45 GMT 123 Some more stuff about Proof 14/04/2006 12:27 GMT 124 Toenail in his salad? 13/04/2006 09:32 GMT 125 I want to be... 12/04/2006 08:00 GMT 126 The Product of Dysfunctional Emotions 11/04/2006 12:11 GMT 127 RIP Deshaun Holton AKA rapper Proof (of D12) 11/04/2006 08:04 GMT 128 SURVEY 09/04/2006 12:28 GMT 129 Wave of stupid emotions 06/04/2006 09:54 GMT 130 Just a lil note 05/04/2006 04:50 GMT 131 Stressed out...how great... 04/04/2006 05:37 GMT 132 Just a rant 03/04/2006 09:40 GMT 133 Pointless entry, don't bother reading... 01/04/2006 12:42 GMT 134 Rate My Pic 01/04/2006 09:23 GMT 135 Nothin much 30/03/2006 05:25 GMT 136 Just the usual rant from me 29/03/2006 10:08 GMT 137 Titles just don't quite cover it 28/03/2006 09:06 GMT 138 More incessant ramblings 27/03/2006 09:47 GMT 139 Please read and comment...somebody...anybody...?!? 26/03/2006 05:20 GMT 140 Hypothesis 25/03/2006 09:29 GMT 141 Pic! 24/03/2006 07:41 GMT 142 And... 24/03/2006 04:42 GMT 143 Idioticness 23/03/2006 12:11 GMT 144 Not as bad as I thought 23/03/2006 09:33 GMT 145 Okay...really confused now... 22/03/2006 11:58 GMT 146 For A While 21/03/2006 10:15 GMT 147 Emotions: Such useless things 20/03/2006 04:00 GMT 148 Broken Chain 18/03/2006 09:14 GMT 149 Pathetic... 17/03/2006 04:58 GMT 150 Poem (comments) 16/03/2006 12:15 GMT 151 Love... 16/03/2006 11:15 GMT 152 I'm Happy! Can you believe it? 15/03/2006 09:20 GMT 153 I just realized something, but I'm an idiot... 15/03/2006 03:42 GMT 154 Fear 15/03/2006 02:18 GMT 155 Maybe it's ok 14/03/2006 09:15 GMT 156 Lyrical Interpretations 13/03/2006 10:11 GMT 157 Why can't you accept it? 13/03/2006 02:17 GMT 158 Back to Square One 12/03/2006 02:05 GMT 159 f*** YOU 11/03/2006 08:31 GMT 160 A bunch to say 11/03/2006 03:49 GMT 161 Confessions 10/03/2006 08:49 GMT 162 Nothing to live for anymore 09/03/2006 08:32 GMT 163 I know 08/03/2006 05:21 GMT 164 Wanna chat? 06/03/2006 08:48 GMT 165 Confidence? 05/03/2006 10:54 GMT 166 People 05/03/2006 03:27 GMT 167 Makeover/dream 04/03/2006 06:34 GMT 168 Guilty of being a teenager 03/03/2006 07:24 GMT 169 Stupid Rambling 02/03/2006 05:21 GMT 170 Jealousy is a f***ed up emotion 01/03/2006 10:36 GMT 171 We lost it!! 28/02/2006 05:10 GMT 172 Rough Day 27/02/2006 08:22 GMT 173 Just great...really great 26/02/2006 02:30 GMT 174 Am I Ugly? 25/02/2006 01:00 GMT 175 200th Entry! 24/02/2006 08:18 GMT 176 Good Day...amazingly! 24/02/2006 04:59 GMT 177 Questions 22/02/2006 07:45 GMT 178 And Now... 22/02/2006 05:01 GMT 179 Brittany 21/02/2006 08:30 GMT 180 Realization 20/02/2006 10:17 GMT 181 Breezy 20/02/2006 07:54 GMT 182 My website 19/02/2006 05:13 GMT 183 SHUT UP 19/02/2006 02:57 GMT 184 SO Confused! 18/02/2006 05:23 GMT 185 Confused 18/02/2006 01:16 GMT 186 Abyss 17/02/2006 04:57 GMT 187 No Title Peeps 16/02/2006 08:33 GMT 188 f*** It All 15/02/2006 10:28 GMT 189 Compatible 14/02/2006 09:11 GMT 190 I Decided 14/02/2006 04:52 GMT 191 V-Day 13/02/2006 09:40 GMT 192 HTML 13/02/2006 03:23 GMT 193 Wut should I do 12/02/2006 10:07 GMT 194 Jethro...ha ha ha 12/02/2006 02:06 GMT 195 Ramblings 11/02/2006 02:59 GMT 196 He wanted to cheat on her with 10/02/2006 07:57 GMT 197 Love=Insanity 09/02/2006 08:20 GMT 198 It's Eugene's time now 07/02/2006 09:10 GMT 199 Just a bunch of random sh*t 05/02/2006 11:13 GMT 200 How f***ing stupid am I? 05/02/2006 04:52 GMT 201 I Say 04/02/2006 12:23 GMT 202 Is it real?!? 04/02/2006 10:14 GMT 203 Anyway... 03/02/2006 05:07 GMT 204 His Response 02/02/2006 08:22 GMT 205 My Little Quiz 02/02/2006 04:59 GMT 206 #2 01/02/2006 09:09 GMT 207 Love Bites 31/01/2006 08:17 GMT 208 Writing Test 31/01/2006 04:43 GMT 209 My Day 30/01/2006 08:49 GMT 210 Do you know me 29/01/2006 09:01 GMT 211 The same time 28/01/2006 06:28 GMT 212 Screw titles 27/01/2006 11:00 GMT 213 WHS Tragedy 27/01/2006 04:59 GMT 214 The Note 25/01/2006 08:45 GMT 215 Alive 25/01/2006 05:11 GMT 216 Scared $#!tless 24/01/2006 05:00 GMT 217 Calmed Down 23/01/2006 10:01 GMT 218 $#!T 23/01/2006 05:03 GMT 219 Reflections 22/01/2006 05:08 GMT 220 Opinions? 21/01/2006 11:23 GMT 221 Advice please? 21/01/2006 01:40 GMT 222 f***ing Crazy 19/01/2006 09:07 GMT 223 My Plan 18/01/2006 11:45 GMT 224 Is it me? 17/01/2006 04:57 GMT 225 ACT? 16/01/2006 01:47 GMT 226 The Wedding 15/01/2006 04:22 GMT 227 Comment Plz 15/01/2006 02:11 GMT 228 Marriage-UPDATE 14/01/2006 03:24 GMT 229 To All My People On MDD 13/01/2006 10:03 GMT 230 Cool Stuff About Me 13/01/2006 05:00 GMT 231 CrAzEe ShYt 12/01/2006 08:26 GMT 232 Report Card! 11/01/2006 09:39 GMT 233 Bored 10/01/2006 09:51 GMT 234 Last Night, I... 10/01/2006 05:14 GMT 235 Thoughts 08/01/2006 09:51 GMT 236 WTF?! 07/01/2006 06:18 GMT 237 Answers 06/01/2006 07:24 GMT 238 Such a lame ass 05/01/2006 09:09 GMT 239 SO PISSED! 05/01/2006 08:15 GMT 240 About that last entry 04/01/2006 07:57 GMT 241 Unfair 03/01/2006 10:09 GMT 242 Explanation 03/01/2006 03:55 GMT 243 @$$load To Learn 02/01/2006 08:58 GMT 244 September 2005 (Episode 2.4-2) 31/12/2005 12:57 GMT 245 September 2005 (Episode 2.4-1) 30/12/2005 02:35 GMT 246 September 2005 (Episode 2.3-2) 29/12/2005 10:17 GMT 247 Experiment 29/12/2005 08:53 GMT 248 September 2005 (Episode 2.3-1) 29/12/2005 01:20 GMT 249 September 2005 (Episode 2.2) 27/12/2005 09:12 GMT 250 Christmas 25/12/2005 01:27 GMT 251 September 2005 (Episode 2.1) 24/12/2005 12:48 GMT 252 August 2005 (episode 1.3) 23/12/2005 06:49 GMT 253 August 2005 (Episode 1.2) 23/12/2005 01:31 GMT 254 August 2005 (Episode 1.1) Recap 22/12/2005 09:42 GMT 255 Introduction 21/12/2005 11:30 GMT 256 Important People 21/12/2005 08:58 GMT 257 Coming soon... 20/12/2005 08:26 GMT 258 mr perfect 19/12/2005 08:25 GMT 259 It's been a while... 19/12/2005 08:15 GMT 260 It's Today!! 15/12/2005 04:57 GMT 261 Finals NOOOO!!!!! 14/12/2005 09:40 GMT 262 You may help me, but you're not him... 12/12/2005 09:41 GMT 263 She's not your girlfriend you idiot 12/12/2005 04:53 GMT 264 Whatever 10/12/2005 06:58 GMT 265 Irrational 08/12/2005 08:34 GMT 266 I do not understand myself 07/12/2005 09:45 GMT 267 Just when I was happy, he has to be an ass 06/12/2005 08:08 GMT 268 She won't tell me 06/12/2005 04:36 GMT 269 Oh sh*t 05/12/2005 08:17 GMT 270 can a title do justice anyway? 05/12/2005 05:04 GMT 271 Sadistic People Scare Me (well no sh*t sherlock) 04/12/2005 07:56 GMT 272 Saturday 03/12/2005 11:27 GMT 273 Wondering 02/12/2005 04:56 GMT 274 Tips?! 28/11/2005 05:04 GMT 275 i can't think of a title 28/11/2005 05:04 GMT 276 BEWARE: DO NOT READ THIS ENTRY 27/11/2005 07:47 GMT 277 I wrote a poem (PLZ READ & COMMENT!) 27/11/2005 07:16 GMT 278 Saw II 26/11/2005 05:42 GMT 279 Thanksgiving (oh such an original title) 24/11/2005 01:54 GMT 280 get me out of this f***ing house!!! 23/11/2005 12:16 GMT 281 geez no one comments me anymore 23/11/2005 10:54 GMT 282 you know what? titles aren't cool anyway! 21/11/2005 08:35 GMT 283 love makes you do stupid things 21/11/2005 05:06 GMT 284 Lyrics and my weekend 19/11/2005 07:24 GMT 285 Grades and other stuff 18/11/2005 04:44 GMT 286 GRRRRRRRRRR!!!! 16/11/2005 05:22 GMT 287 Today was actually a good day! 14/11/2005 04:41 GMT 288 What I like about... 13/11/2005 02:02 GMT 289 should i talk to her 12/11/2005 12:11 GMT 290 what pisses me off about... 12/11/2005 07:29 GMT 291 was my day good or bad? 11/11/2005 04:41 GMT 292 joe 10/11/2005 08:07 GMT 293 my conclusion 10/11/2005 04:41 GMT 294 titles are too hard to think of 09/11/2005 04:51 GMT 295 I was happy, but that was 3 hours ago... 07/11/2005 08:41 GMT 296 Dirty jokes in fourth 07/11/2005 04:44 GMT 297 Not as bad as I thought 05/11/2005 12:18 GMT 298 One Wish 05/11/2005 08:46 GMT 299 This just pissed me off 03/11/2005 08:16 GMT 300